like I sit here and when I think about them I get frustrated.
I dont understand.
I still realllly want to make out with them and all and jdcfjfbjbg
but I am also so frustrated.
I just really want to aggressively kiss them, and roll around on my bed with them and wowowowow
i think they are just making me really sexually frustrated.
i just want to be perfect
I demand unconditional love and complete freedom. That is why I am terrible.
I am a horrible person
I just spend so much money? on someone who probably doesnt even like me
they wont like me
I am so stupid
Why would I spend my money on someone else, when nothing good will come out of it.
sometimes I wake up just saying “Please murder me”
just to the air.