One night of magic rush
The start: a simple touch
One night to push and scream
And then relief
I am not doing okay.
I am not doing well again. it is not even winter yet and my mind is already spinning down.
I went to the clinic today and they simply suggested pills.
But I want to be able to do this all on my own and I don’t want to relapse. I think I need to get sober for a bit.